After 7 years of dealing with the depression and anxiety of trying to raise these boys, I finally broke down and saw a psychiatrist today. My biggest fear was that I would break down and cry, which of course I did a little. He didn't seem to impressed. Perhaps he has had crying people in there before, LOL. After we talked a bit, he put me on Zoloft and Ativan. I am both relieved and devastated at the same time. Relieved, obviously, because I hope to get some sanity back, but very sad that I have to in the first place. I was such a different person before my children began having these issues. People I knew referred to me as "Pollyanna" because I was always the optimistic one. I never cried or got depressed. I was even tempered and cheerful. Now I am down most of the time, don't like doing things, cry ALOT, and have become a pessimist. I do hope this works.
Kimi
DS Dillan Metadate CD; Trileptal
DS Nicholas Concerta; Risperdal
DS Dillan Metadate CD; Trileptal
DS Nicholas Concerta; Risperdal



