I can certainly relate. Alex has been so stable for so long (relatively speaking) and yesterday he was suicidal again. No concrete plans but we were up to 10pm discussing the not so real aspects of his fears and irrational conclusions that suicide was the only answer.

Kristin
Alex 18-GAD, mood disorder, ADHD - Abilify Maintena 400mg
Matthew 16-ADD 40mg Vyvanse